Location? Maine
State of mind? pissed off and mope-y.
iTunes agrivates me sometimes. I rented the movie Push for like, 4 dollars. Like most things on the internet it had to load. WHY DID THEY NOT INFORM ME THAT IT WOULD TAKE 2 DAYS TO LOAD???? How do they know I will still want to watch this movie in two days??? I was this close (-) to just watching it on youtube. But then I remembered that requires 1. Finding the movie 2. making sure all the parts are on there 3. hating the dumbass who only uploaded half the movie, and so on. I soon found out that I could watch the movie even though it wasn't done loading. When I got about 30 minutes into the movie it froze. I realized the movie had not finished loading yet. I've been watching 5 minute intervals of the movie since 12:00. It's now...okay so I don't know the time but that doesn't make this any less frustrating.
On top of all this, I'm hiding upstairs in one of the spare guest rooms so I don't have to deal with my mother, who is 2/3's of the reason I'm pissed off. You can guess what the other 1/3 is. Shit. She came upstairs. She's on the phone, probably gossiping with one of her annoying friends...or my grandmother. Now don't underestimate the hate I have for my mother. Ok, so I don't really hate her. But I honestly don't love her most of the time. Why you ask? (by the way, its 3:00. 3 hours wait for a 2 hour movie!!) Because she loves golf, and I hate golf. She felt the need to tell me that she wished she had a daughter who loved golf, and started comparing me to her friend Diana's daughter Alexa, who loves golf. Don't get me wrond, Diana and Alexa are awesome. Alexa and I defintely would of been best friends if we weren't a year apart (she's in 7th grade, I'm in 8th). This is probably one of the reasons I went through that "I-hate-Alexa" phase. Back when we lived in Germany, Alexa and Diana came over every night for a year. Not exaggerating (maybe a little, there were maybe 2 weeks, the days added up, when they didn't come). Alexa always dressed like she was going somewhere fancy, when she was only going to school. WHen my mother dressed me, I was the same way. But when I finally convinced her I was old enough to dress myself, and that I was no longer her little doll she could play dress up with, I wore jeans and t-shirts to school. Alexa's dressing did not ease up my mothers "I wish you would TRY to look nice once in a while". Right. That's not happening. There are other reasons I hate my mother, but I'll talk about those later.
okay, since when are there geese in maine, and why won't they stop cawing? SHUT UP!
(i swear i don't have anger managment issues)
i started writing in this because i forgot my diary. i never right in my diary, but it was nice knowing it was there. why did i get this urge?
because when I opened up my hotmail email account I had 26 emails, one of them which caught my eye. "Sondra Paulson has added you as a friend!" from one of the many social networking sights (two to be exact) i have joined. Usually I would of ignored this, since I get friend invites from people i don't know all the time. why was this one different? because it just so happens that my MUSIC TEACHERS NAME IS SONDRA PAULSON! At first I was convinced it was her. I was a little weirded out, since my real name is nowhere on my profile. How did she know it was me? I decided to look at her profile. Sondra Paulson is apparently a teenage girl with blonde hair. At this moment I thought maybe I was being paranoyed. So i went to my school website, then to the faculty page. There it was, clear as day. Sondra Paulson-Music Teacher. The tiny hope in me that I had been mistaken, that her first name wasn't Sondra, but Sandra or Sasha, or just something else.
So some random girl on bebo happens to have the same name as my music teacher. How bout dem apples?
